Time is moving so fast this year, I can't believe we are approaching the end of July already. That's good because I have 2 weeks of annual leave coming up in August, but still... It is crazy how fast time has gone.

I have been trying to do more stuff, like making myself be more social. I am trying to keep busy. Which is harder said than done. This ( Read more... )

I haven't posted over the weekend at all. Which is bad, considering I was trying to push myself. The problem is that I had the Doctors on Monday, and I was honestly crapping myself. I was worrying about everything, like total panicked.

But, it was why I left the appointment over a week from when I booked it. I knew that if I made the appointment ( Read more... )

Today was a bad day ( Read more... )

I've been trying to concentrate on the here and now recently. Whilst that has meant that I when I have had bad days, I have properly felt shit. Tears and snot all over the place. But when another day comes, I have been focused on that day only. Like, trying to not look back, and not focus on what might happen next. Because both the past and the ( Read more... )

I'm on the late bus home. Been out to see my friend's band, The Manky Hoors. It was great, hot to see some pals and have a drink. And, yes I mean 1 drink. A lovely berry cider, which is not my normal drink, but it was nice.

I haven't been updating because I have been happy. For a change. Apart from a few panic blips, I have been fairly happy. I ( Read more... )

This has been a rather good week at work. It started with a meeting with the occupational health nurse. I had been referred by my manager, after i started having issues with my anxiety. Now, my last work place didn't give a shit that I had problems, so understandably it was super nervous. Luckily, the nurse I spoke to was lovely, and gave me loads ( Read more... )